God wad can i do now?

God, Wad can i do now?... i just heard the whole truth.... God you teach me wad i can do now... wad are the things that i can do... who can i go to?... God i really don know wad i can do.. HOLY SPIRIT can you please talk to me?.. can you please speak right now? can you please reveal yourself?.. teach me o lord to give you praise.. god this truth is too much for me to bear... god i really cannot handle it anymore... god i really don knwo wad else to say.. god i am totally lost for words... god... teach me.. god god god!!! i need you right at this instance.. God can you come over to me and reveal to me wad i should be doing? god i really don know wad else to do and to say.. god, please help me to handle this... i cannot go thru all this alone.. god let me know that you are just here to go thru it all with me... god i cannot take it anymore... god i really cannot and i am really ... god wad can i do... ar1!!!!!!

i cannot let my mummy know i cannot let anyone know.. god i want to let you know can?... god you teach me.. god you come and be real right now.. god i give you all the praise and i thank you ... god i wan to praise you.. god i cannot take it... god i really wana thank you.. god i give praise.. god you please make something out of it.. god you help me.. god you help me.. god help me ... god help!! help!! help!!!! ar!!! god you help me please!! god i cannot take it anymore... god you bea great god please and help me... god you help me..

God wad can i do now?

My bad

I think I just caused someone super dear to me sad... I am suppose to bring happiness and joy to her instead of making her feel 'tired of all this'... when you say 'tired of all this', what do you mean? I think my small little I don feel that I am important hurt quite a lot...

truth is i am feeling so miserable right now.. you ignoring me is not helping me.. along with all the things that is happening at home.. its not helping and i am starting to feel hopeless and lousy.. i guess you really don wan to talk to me at all.. am i really such a burden? should i have been stronger to hold back my emotions? should i have been stronger to contain all that emotions and pretend to be strong even in front of her?.. I know that if i din say those words yesterday and if i did not release all those emotions, things would have been better.. things wouldnt have happened and both of us wouldnt be like that.. i think we might even have met up for dinner today.. because she don wan to feel awkward, we are not facing it? because of this small matter(which i don know how it started? prob be due to my emotions and my words), we are forgetting our promise to hang in there with each other?

sometimes, i am not as strong as everyone thinks i am.. i am really very weak.. feeling tired and yet.. in front of everyone, i need to be a joker?.. who knows how bad i am feeling?... God does!!

what can i do to make her feel better and make her know that she is really impt to me? you are really really important to me beyond words can describe.. and I am really sorry for any thing wrong that i have done and make you felt...